Nemo Malus Felix

They said Nemo Malus Felix, 
And I swear to God it's true.
Especially when I think of
All those things
You made me do.


I can't sleep for more than an hour,
Before the nightmares start.
Before every wicked thing
I've done
Is nailed into my heart.


If only I'd told you I wouldn't,
But my lust had sealed my fate.
I was desperate to feel you inside me.
Strange 
That now I only hate.


I know that I shouldn't have killed her
You were evil to tease me that night
And to laugh as her blood flowed around me
You're a devil,
In that she was right.


I know peace does not visit the guilty mind
Every day is a dantean curse
But to know you still live in the world with me, 
That my love, 
That my love,
Would be worse.